I hate physics.
GIF say what.
The hardest night I have had in a long time. I know I am so very lucky. I know that I’m privileged. But sometimes life just feels hard. Being trans is hard. To the point where I am just tired. And the fact that someone stayed out until four in the morning driving me where I wanted to go because they cared. Or the fact my mom caught me weh I came in the house saw me break down and sat with me until six in the morning talking to me to make me feel ok.
I know it’s hard. But I have people.
And I will survive this.
I am strong.
I can’t wait until I can grow full on facial hair.
Tonight my mom sat me down after dinner and was like
"Alex, you should really go into modeling."
No, I swear to god I will be rejected, why is everyone telling me this all of a sudden.
Last stretch before break. Got up early to study all day. So tired I feel like I am on the last part of a marathon or something. Two more tests than break. Have to get a hundred on one of them haha. Aghhhh. -____-
needing a hair cut
Perfect day yesterday with my boo.